I decided to love me

Esto sólo es una parte de mi que quiere salir por otra puerta...Disculpen los fallos. (Me gusta el inglés, pero soy inexperta en esto)

Only i can take away the pain of my mind, waiting to sleep tonight, just closing my eyes for a moment and spend the time dreaming.

I hate when i can't control my feelings and let me go to the nervous.

I hate when i'm not me.

I decided to be stronger, aint me, but i have to be strong to help myself when nobody can, when everybody is deaf, blind, away, on their troubles.

I decided to be independent, i have to learn to be alone, to take care for myself, love me.

It can sounds ridiculous, but it's the time, i have to change my mind and begin to think in me like the most important person in my life, because i used to be the last when somebody needs me, when i work...

I hope to find a light at the way, some kind of shine...I just start to see it.

I can look selfish, but i'm sure that everybody felt the same once. One day you feel the necessity to look into you and put the things in order on your mind.

I know, the pain will come back again, and i'll fall, but softly. 

I decided this morning to be the person who i am and not the person who the moment wants, i choose what to do in every moment of my life.

I choose win.